some would've said, fine, this is it, the cards are on the table and someone has played its part.
for me, it's nothing but that.
it looks as if now i have a starting point,
the blossoming of the blood that has been saving itself up.
i trusted my gut this long,
it has kept me alive,
now it says it's time
to bleed out
spill it out,
to breathe and play the next goddamned round
a mind-game created by yours truly
here i am;
here i begin.