I wish I'd been a prom queen,
fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
feeling super super
suicidal
reciprocal
everyday
I think about the people who hurt me
I name them all
I name their faults
and then I cry, sometimes
but what's for sure is that
no matter how much hurt I feel
I always find a way through which
I break apart myself
pulling the little strings at the seams
telling myself that I'm an idiot
and that it's always my fault
it is then
just like everyone else
that I discover
the one who hurts me the most
is me
and only me
I think about the people who hurt me
I name them all
I name their faults
and then I cry, sometimes
but what's for sure is that
no matter how much hurt I feel
I always find a way through which
I break apart myself
pulling the little strings at the seams
telling myself that I'm an idiot
and that it's always my fault
it is then
just like everyone else
that I discover
the one who hurts me the most
is me
and only me
threads of memory
envy is on the lips
which are set upon yours
gently
while my mouth gets dryer and dryer
haste is on the lips
set upon mine
which are
by no means
as promising as yours
yet we both get our distractions
and while you're able to forget
I ache at the very thought
oh if I only could break
madness
come to me
just in a dream.
come on and rescue me.
yes I know
I can be wrong
maybe I'm too headstrong.
our love is
madness
dead end
I'm looking for a dead end song
you wish that smoke
could change its color
I love it when you talk so much
and act like nothing went wrong
I'm looking for a dead end song
while we sit and find flaws in everyone
I want to keep you by my side
holding off tidal waves
like you did to me
if only you knew
I'm the person behind
the curtain
which does not
let you win
anything
at all
I'm the person behind
the curtain
which does not
let you win
anything
at all
justify and expand
and even if we pick up little fights all the time
and most our friends hate them
I love them because
it proves
you still
care
too much
about me
so you need
to let me know
that
you are
superior to me
and make me aware
about the fact that you
are stronger than me
when truth is
I love you fierce
and I love you competitive
because it reminds me
that you pay attention to what I do
and examine every detail
to prove me wrong
which means
you
think
about
me
and you can't win this argument at all.
when I leave, will you miss me?
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when I leave you
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when I leave you