and we became friends
jealousy
it surprises me how much
I try to ignore it
but it just grows
unmeasuredly
unexpectedly
and everyday
it's more and
more and more
peculiar
I try to ignore it
but it just grows
unmeasuredly
unexpectedly
and everyday
it's more and
more and more
peculiar
Luca
When I disappear, do you fear for the sister I took?
When I disappear, it is clear I am up to no good
I am drearily blunt, letting this bed wetting cosmonaut
"Son, the last thing you'll realize
you need is what you've already got"
So touch me or don't
Just let me know
Where you've been
So drop me a line with a hook and some raw bleeding bait
(one, two, three, four)
For I am uncaught and still swimming alone in the lake
(five, six, seven, eight)
Shimmering under a moon made in anger and angst
Shimmering like a penny out of reach in the subway grate
(Shimmering like a coin kept safe away,
you'll never listen to anything)
So touch me or don't
Just let me know
Where you've been
We could leave it alone,
I'm sure there's someone who knows
Where you've been
You never worked well with our group
Not with the faults we found
So we fixed you with cement galoshes
No one can save you now
Unless you have friends among fish
There'll still be no air to breathe
You could drink up the entire ocean
I'll still find someone to be everything we know that you'll never be
So touch me or don't
Just let me know
Where you've been
Or we could leave it alone
I'm sure there's someone who knows
Where you've been
a list
I can't get to sleep right
I can't get any comfort
or security that when I wake up
things will stand still
I can't sleep at night
so I make a list
of things I do to
be at ease
but it doesn't work
I try sleep for hours
but it just won't work
and I'm beyond exahusted
of this life,
me,
this world,
this family,
work,
study,
this appointments,
this government,
this boy,
these dreams.
they
never
stop
filling
up.
I can't get any comfort
or security that when I wake up
things will stand still
I can't sleep at night
so I make a list
of things I do to
be at ease
but it doesn't work
I try sleep for hours
but it just won't work
and I'm beyond exahusted
of this life,
me,
this world,
this family,
work,
study,
this appointments,
this government,
this boy,
these dreams.
they
never
stop
filling
up.
miss missing you
sometimes
before it gets better
the darkness gets bigger
the person you would take a bullet for is behind the trigger
before it gets better
the darkness gets bigger
the person you would take a bullet for is behind the trigger
I should
I should cut my nails
I should make my bed
I should wake up
I should calm my head
I should do so many things
in order to function
but fact is
nothing actually seems to work
more than this
I should make my bed
I should wake up
I should calm my head
I should do so many things
in order to function
but fact is
nothing actually seems to work
more than this
save rock and roll
No, no
Wherever I go, go
Trouble seems to follow
Only plugged in to save rock and roll
t c b part II
simplest and the dullest
and the smallest
and the tiniest
wish of mine
was for you to say
'hi'
and the smallest
and the tiniest
wish of mine
was for you to say
'hi'
birthday wishes and a moshpit
life changing
self transforming
movements of the soul
I make discoveries every day
with or without the help of the ones around me
I try too hard to grow up
and I suddenly did
and now
everything is turning into
something that has sense
which has never had
before
it's quite nice
to settle in the world
once in a while
and even when surrounded
by sound and noise and creeps
I can stay afloat
and continue my life all alone
life changing
self-transforming
experiencies
self transforming
movements of the soul
I make discoveries every day
with or without the help of the ones around me
I try too hard to grow up
and I suddenly did
and now
everything is turning into
something that has sense
which has never had
before
it's quite nice
to settle in the world
once in a while
and even when surrounded
by sound and noise and creeps
I can stay afloat
and continue my life all alone
life changing
self-transforming
experiencies
stickers
it doesn't matter how much I try
I can't stop thinking
about how much
we are alike
the things you say
the things you do
the way you laugh
and even the way you move
and I love it all the same
even if I don't like it
even if I wash it away
you will stick
just like you did in the beginning
I can't stop thinking
about how much
we are alike
the things you say
the things you do
the way you laugh
and even the way you move
and I love it all the same
even if I don't like it
even if I wash it away
you will stick
just like you did in the beginning
let the flames begin
somewhere weakness is our strength
and I'll die searching for it
I can't let myself regret
such selfishness
my pain and all the trouble caused
no matter how long
I believe that there's hope
buried beneath it all
hiding beneath it all
growing beneath it all
and I'll die searching for it
I can't let myself regret
such selfishness
my pain and all the trouble caused
no matter how long
I believe that there's hope
buried beneath it all
hiding beneath it all
growing beneath it all
six days
the town has been sleeping for six days and
the highways have gone blind
the streets have cried
and the flood washed it all out
the tide came in and took my life away
and as it flowed away I said goodbye
because nature knows
it's way back
the town has been sleeping for days
and I don't know what to do
it's part of this self-discovery
I'm going through
the town has been sleeping
the people have been sleeping
my life has been sleeping
for days
or years
(who can tell the difference?
how can we know that this town isn't dead?)
user's guide
the user's guides are good to read
because they are written by
machines
who think in objects
and if we think ourselves as objects
we are dismountable and we come in pieces
that we build
year after year
we frequently ask
ourselves
questions that have been answered
and problems that haven't been resolved
we are a machine
we are
a perfectly well organised
machine