i shouldn't be telling you this but

if whatever other's think counts as pathetic then you should have seen
how she would lean into the table and holding a knife to eye level say
he acted in terribly pathetic ways
 (i shouldn't be telling you this)

truth is i am amazed of how with the passing of time
i feel less and less
and less... less...
 hope i'm not stripped down and lost like you are
if i let the doom fall upon me
then what's left?
am i giving up so fast?

nah
i'm not you
nor her
not anybody else i know