there is no rest

fuck new years resolutions,
they almost never work.
you know what doesn't work?
people who think they have it all figured out.
I wished for this new times to come
to be quieter; but
hey!! look at me. the road is full of bumps
I have hit head against the wall but
I've never broken it,
you know they say 
you should make mistakes in high school
but I'm not really sure that works a lot.
(well because I didn't make enough.)

I'm trying you see,
to get better.
to leave this addiction to
hatred and 
but I guess it's my style
my type.