last night

i was a little 
disappointed because
the only people i wanted to see
last night weren't there.
i met a guy who kissed me
and left me smelling like him,
but there was shame in the 
way you looked at me.
this guy was nice and
he took things right and slow.
but i would have rather had you
sloppy, fast and wrong
but there was no use.
i still had fun.