maybe text instead

I am TERRIFIED
seriously I can't live
without being afrAID
I'm constantly hesitating and
over-thinking because I can't
pick up the phone.
there are people who need me
or maybe they don't but I should 
still talk to them-
who knows, I wish nobody needed me
ever

I am afraid of making a mistake
though I'm not making any
I'm terrfied
I can't sleep
help