pay attention to me

some of my tricks never worked,
i guess some part of my brain must have failed?
lost its sparkle? i can't guess.

she said a lot of things, you know
even from the corner of your eye i knew you knew
i wonder how often now your windows are mine
i wonder often whose in control

whose fingers will break next?
yours, mine?
can she pull someone apart?
is my head breaking open,
is the fridge open,
or is it just the alarm clock?

lately i can't tell noises and people apart