of my lack of stability (i hit and miss and throw stuff and lose stuff and demand but i never give)
of my need to sleep (to prevent from falling and crying and regaing stability which was never mine)
of my spacing out (to the days where i thought i was happier than now though i used to panic with you around)
i have become aware of the person i am
of the one you chose to stay with
now my question is
are you?
she chose this
not you
but love never let her choose
when she realized she was falling it was late
she had broken a bone or two.