it is eight in the evening
and everyone is freaking out
over the phone.
chemicals, explosions,
names I can't pronounce
cloud up my head.
I'm too tired to
even think of getting up
tomorrow.
yesterday I slept less
than four hours
I'm pretty sure of that
and pretty girls didn't seem
that pretty and music
didn't seem so loud.
I'm pretty sure (also)
that my head has exploded.
I wonder what made it go off.
we are all so insane.
maybe it will last.
I hope so.