I never thought
that when I lined up this moring
and sat down with the ghost by my side
it would be so lonely
to see all my friends leave me
and even when I turned
even when I tried
there was no answer
no one was waiting for me
and I took a deep breath because
I knew it was going to pass
I don't want to wait
I just don't really want to go back again
if this is insistent
maybe it's just a cycle
but we know they are like that
we can't help but thing
we deserve what we have
and there's nothing more than contempt
in the end