parties

god I can't sleep
like seriously
I'm going
  mad
and it's just not
  light
for me

yesterday I walked for miles
until I thought it was time to make myself in
and I drank way too much coffee

   all because
you
    were going to be there


I noticed we bare ly ta lk e d
I took pictures of you
that now I can't bare to look at

sure thing I shouldn't blame insomnia on you
  but it's so unsettling
  so upsetting
just like you