issues

now this is off my chest
and pulling you off never felt so good
left behing your perfect grin
and heavenly blue eyes

and I'm totally okay with that
I'm not going
to let you
control my life

there's a hole in my chest

there's a hole in my chest!
and you can't see it
because life in its metaphorical sense
  is inert

       (and so am I)

there's a hole in my chest
like you burnt me through
all the way down to my soul

 my throat tightens

I need to s c r e a m these words
but the hole in my chest took out my l u n g s
I hope you hear me,
I hope you can see me

     falling through