i feel like i am out fuel. my brain is fried. i have slept like 12 hours in the past two days. i still don't feel like i'm rested enough. and the doom scrolling is not cutting it. i've been into watching films, but i feel like i am missing a piece of myself. like i left it in a drawer somewhere and forgot where i put it. it's been like that for weeks now. i don't know what it will take to get through it.