if it's real then i don't wanna know
if you're true i must have forgotten
i can't remember
my senses must have failed
there's a bed, i see it
and there's this lingering scent
of mouthwash and someone so great
but i can't remember a face
nonetheless i felt incredibly safe
will you ever be real again?
i wanted to hold you forever
and feel the warmth of your skin in these days
it's so cold outside of this place
i can't even begin to explain
but i hurt and i itch
there are bruises in my skin
how did i get them? i can't see
you were only so good to me