damned intelligent
if I can't even
place my feelings right
the arrogance
coexisting inside me
takes over the little
sensitive parts I had left.
if I just didn't
feel the need
to be the best
all the damn time
I'd care
not even as half
as much as I
care now.
about anything at all.
you, exams,
your friends,
lovers;
or my lovers.
or maybe the people
I should care about:
like my friends
my family
and my cat.