merry fucking christmas

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I go deep into the sea

wishing for it to take my agony away

but the water is so cold

I'm... I'm alive again

simple math

it is very hard
to grow up
with an anchor
holding you back

no.1 party anthem

it's not like I'm falling in love

I just want you

to do me no good

and you look like you could

the daughter of the ocean

I wish I was the daughter of the ocean

I wish I was the freedom itself

within violence and calm and rest

I could be all those things

I wish I was the daughter of the ocean

so I could swim freely among clouds

so I could easily spill through

every rock and every mouth

there's still only one reason

why I wish I could be born to the ocean

so I could escape

and run away and no one

will ever catch me

and I could be strong enough

to destroy people's lives

and still be the thing you need

to have to continue your life

as it is

if I was the daughter of the ocean I could be invincible

I could be everywhere I want to

I could be next to you,

invisible

if I was the daughter of the ocean

I could break seams

break out of molds and containers and hold ships

have no ends at all

I could be anything I would crave to be

a lake, a drop, a cloud, a wave.

the possibilities could be never ending

and the places

oh, the places! 

I could go

I'm just amazed to think

I could be the calm, warm sea of Ibiza

and the violent, raw Antartic Ocean

and now I look and I thing

I am the daughter of the ocean

for one simple reason

I myself

I am infinite