caged

there are hosts in here tonight
none of which I like
they hear inside my head
like the madness in disguise

even if I'm told to be
stronger than I seem
I'm just broken
I'm just broken... and on my own.

buried by my secrets
carry it like a loan
I'm scared of confinement
and of being alone

even when I'm forced to bend
I break out of the seams
I'm not able
I'm not able... of control

all this water
all this things
they keep freezing
drowning me

all my mistakes
seem to be
taking measures
just to break

what's inside of me
or what's left
or what't left
of my sanity