phantoms

if I ever get to see you again
I swear I'll do my best to pretend
that I have been fine
without you all of these years

and you left without saying
goodbye
and it wasn't even doing so well

I never got to say
I am sorry
you are still here
stuck to the left side of my brain for a lifetime

and I know life goes on
but how can I go on
if unsaid things will hold me back
haunt my late nights forever?

force

it's like reaching out for a hand
when in desperate need
and find out it's there
but it's not strong enough to hold you up

again

it doesn't matter how hard I try
it's
always
holding
me
back

opening title

-what would be the opening scene of the movie of your life?
-me, under the water.
-why?
-because that's where it all started, when I started drowning.